Have you ever felt ?!
Have u ever felt the sickening feeling of loneliness ?
Family and friends do exist .. some special ones too...
But still you feel that deep deep pit in front of you beckoning to you ...
Camouflaging itself like a cushion.. trying to ensnare you into it...
Lulling you into a feeling that it is Independence.. promising you all the comforts .. warmth that you could ask for ..
Only to pull you into nothingness...
Have u ever felt the need to run fast and hide somewhere ?
away from all the probing eyes.. away from the shadows chasing you
Something keeps telling u to never look back ... out of the fear that the one chasing you is yourself....
You never need to run so fast if it was someone else..
Have you ever felt the need to cry out aloud ?
There are a lot of appearances you carry around .. The sweet smiling faces you give are just another mask that you put over yourself....
'This is a Transition phase.. things get better '.. people say...
Even you know deep down that things will be fine in the end and that Time is the greatest healer ever....
But nobody told you how long or how deep the wounds would go...
or
how long a time 'Time' is...
Have u ever craved for the sweet comfort of your Mother's bosom when you know she is really far away from u ?
for the love only she has the ability to show when u feel everybody else is a stranger ....
Have u ever felt the need to sit silent by yourself and not think anything ?
U never know the beauty of silence like the way u do not think about breathing until there is a need to use an oxygen mask..
Have you ever felt ?!!
Family and friends do exist .. some special ones too...
But still you feel that deep deep pit in front of you beckoning to you ...
Camouflaging itself like a cushion.. trying to ensnare you into it...
Lulling you into a feeling that it is Independence.. promising you all the comforts .. warmth that you could ask for ..
Only to pull you into nothingness...
Have u ever felt the need to run fast and hide somewhere ?
away from all the probing eyes.. away from the shadows chasing you
Something keeps telling u to never look back ... out of the fear that the one chasing you is yourself....
You never need to run so fast if it was someone else..
Have you ever felt the need to cry out aloud ?
There are a lot of appearances you carry around .. The sweet smiling faces you give are just another mask that you put over yourself....
'This is a Transition phase.. things get better '.. people say...
Even you know deep down that things will be fine in the end and that Time is the greatest healer ever....
But nobody told you how long or how deep the wounds would go...
or
how long a time 'Time' is...
Have u ever craved for the sweet comfort of your Mother's bosom when you know she is really far away from u ?
for the love only she has the ability to show when u feel everybody else is a stranger ....
Have u ever felt the need to sit silent by yourself and not think anything ?
U never know the beauty of silence like the way u do not think about breathing until there is a need to use an oxygen mask..
Have you ever felt ?!!
Comments
same goes with me sometimes..& then i feel like run to Himalayas...but this is not solution indeed!
The solution lies within u.. & if u give a thought on this , am sure u will find it yourself!!! OM...
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Yes yes, I have noticed the pain also “Have you ever felt”, -- yes me too.
“Transition” means change. At this point of time you are thinking that, every thing is going out of your control, but it may not be the truth. Its your prospective of looking at the things. God must have decided something good for you.
put some reason into the madness I am in...
voiced my feelings more clearly i guess..
Do i know u ?
Loved the way u use the words to perfection..
Although lonliness can be a horrible experience at times..still..i just love that feeling at times..u know..it just gives u time to reflect!!
Just try to think that way...Its just the way u look at things..ur perception!!